Saturday … Reasons to be cheerful
I have spent the last two months or more ruminating about my hardships, disappointment and grief not without reason of course I cannot beat myself up for that as well. Rumination, has its uses: it help me make sense of the situation … it even gave me fodder for my blog posts. But sadly when out of balance rumination, that naturally goes on within can manifest as awkward outward behaviour. It therefore doesn’t help a person like me already depressed and ‘out of balance.’
So as I become more at ease with the sad situations surrounding my recent bereavement and my daughters accident I find the ruminations increasing. Even I am beginning to lose interest in the circles of conversations or would be conversations with poor innocent people who had no idea how a throwaway remark or thoughtless action had sent me into a place of disrepair. So I am now needing some positive action and considering reasons to be cheerful
… so while I have already ruminated on them I will just say
Alleluia!
For truth, choices, love, tea and hyacinths!
Oh yes and this little tea pot … and some biscuits!